Post by Deleted on Jan 19, 2018 0:03:51 GMT
EMMA isadora SILVIAS
** FIVE YEARS OLD -- PIANO PRODIGY/FOSTER CHILD -- FRENCH -- CHILD**
"I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me"
At a young age, a very young age, you can play the piano. You're the breadwinner of your family. You are super close to your dad. Your mother commits suicide when you're three years old so you have no female role models in your life. You think things can't get any worse but then your father is murdered right in front of you in the alleyway of a theater you played at.
You retreat within yourself barely speaking... If at all. You're paired up with a man who doesn't know what the f*** to do with you. He would be screwed if he got someone who actually was a child. You're sure that you're smarter than he is but you start to get attached. You start to love him. He's the only good thing in this world and you don't want to share. You don't play piano anymore. You see no reason to. You feel so alone. So lost. So angry. You're five years old and this shouldn't be how you feel. You shouldn't be here. Why are you so angry?...
You retreat within yourself barely speaking... If at all. You're paired up with a man who doesn't know what the f*** to do with you. He would be screwed if he got someone who actually was a child. You're sure that you're smarter than he is but you start to get attached. You start to love him. He's the only good thing in this world and you don't want to share. You don't play piano anymore. You see no reason to. You feel so alone. So lost. So angry. You're five years old and this shouldn't be how you feel. You shouldn't be here. Why are you so angry?...